{"id":26,"date":"2024-04-26T12:54:39","date_gmt":"2024-04-26T12:54:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/?p=26"},"modified":"2024-04-26T12:54:39","modified_gmt":"2024-04-26T12:54:39","slug":"recently","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/2024\/04\/26\/recently\/","title":{"rendered":"recently"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am not doing as well as I wish I would do. could not quit smoking.. this test is making me feel a failure. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">as I started this shit, I thought it would be easy because I was strong.. it appears not? not given up, will fight on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">thoughts are apocalyptic, behavior is nihilistic.. not what i wanted. need to quit this loop &#8211; need to be better. I know I can.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am not doing as well as I wish I would do. could not quit smoking.. this test is making me feel a failure. as I started this shit, I thought it would be easy because I was strong.. it appears not? not given up, will fight on. thoughts are apocalyptic, behavior is nihilistic.. not [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27,"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26\/revisions\/27"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/canerdalgic.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}